Uh-oh...it's one of those all-to-common nights where I am working all night long. I'm sitting at my computer right now just waiting for the rest of the theatre staff to go home so that I can begin the long process of setting lights for tomorrow night's show. Unfortunately, I also am judging a music competition starting at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning, so I have to have the whole show prepared by 7 o'clock....hence the all nighter. :( All nighters also tend to get me thinking....tonight I am thinking, where am I going?
In just under three months, I will be making one of the biggest changes of my life up to this point. I will be moving 24 hours away from my family and settling down in a city where I do not have a job and know exactly 3 people! Sure, I have great references...but who can guarantee I'll find a job. What was I thinking?? I currently have a wonderful job that I LOVE and pays great....why am I giving that up to go someplace where I may not find a job. My boss likes to bring that up every once in a while too... As I keep assuring myself, if I wasn't supposed to go, the Lord would have said "No." But what if He just didn't....what if this is the biggest mistake of my life? What if I get out there and I'm miserable? What if life doesn't turn out the way that I plan? God, is this You....or am I just screwing up again?
Told ya....all-nighters are dangerous for me....
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